So. Tired

It has been an emotional roller coaster today. I'm going to take some Tylenol body aches and go to bed. We looked at our lot and all the deep services are in, as well as a few shallow ones. We were able to see where our lot would be and discovered a very unusual sight...... A fire hydrant at the back of our lot. For a fire truck to get to this place would mean a ROAD! We went to the city site. Nothing but a blank area. Then we thought we should look at the developers site. BINGO. it appears we are scheduled to have a strip mall behind our lot. It would be a distance away, but I can't tell you how not excited I am with the potential of a Burger King or other flame-broiled-grease-pumping fast food stop. I.want.to.cry.